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Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Good as Gold

 
My friend Ashtyn turned 20 on the 20th this past weekend, so a Golden Birthday Party was obviously in order.
Since the dress code was semi-formal, I thought I'd give you a gander at what I wore.
 
Meow
 
 
Fancy Shmancy
Don't know how to talk about fashion
So..
 
K see ya
 


Thursday, April 17, 2014

Parallel

I think that when others recognize our potential and encourage us throughout whatever process it is we're enduring,
we are happier, because we feel loved.
 
And I realize it's the same when it comes to God. Except, the love we feel from Him
is incomprehensible.
Because the love is there regardless of how we do.
And because He sees us as no one else can.
Our potential - divine potential - can you imagine what He sees in us?
 
 
"Your Heavenly Father loves you -- each of you. That love never changes. It is not influenced by your appearance, by your possessions, or by the amount of money you have in your bank account. It is not changed by your talents and abilities.
It is simply there.
It is there for you when you are sad or happy,
discouraged or hopeful.
God’s love is there for you whether or not you feel you deserve love.
It is simply always there."
 
 
K see ya.
 
 


Wednesday, April 16, 2014

You Get What You Put Into It

 
 
 
TODAY I'M THANKFUL FOR DISCOVERIES I COUNT AS TENDER MERCIES
 
FRIENDS THAT DON'T LAUGH WHEN YOU SUGGEST PRAYING AND INSTEAD GET ON THEIR KNEES AND OFFER TO SAY IT
 
READING DAYS THAT ARE REALLY MUSIC DAYS
 
MEMORIES
 
AND RECLAIMING MY GENUINE SELF
 
all of which require caps lock
sense my excitement, please
 
K see ya.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

4/11.

Hey Chad.

   It's been a while, but not too long. Morgan and I celebrated your birthday on Feb. 14th. Brown, forest green, and that one purple balloon I'm sure you've come to know all floated your way that cold day. It was nice to be able to remember you with Morgan. We didn't even talk much, we just felt. We felt your absence, your influence on us, and how much you've missed - although we both know you're still looking out for us.
  It's not the same, but I will take it. I wish it wasn't this way, but I'll take it.
  Stupid Myspace revamped its style (its about time, huh?) so when I tried to look back on our past conversations, they were gone. Never gonna be wiped from my memory, though. The music you shared with me are either on the CDs you gave me, or on CDs I made that were essentially all you. Thank you for introducing Morgan and me to the music that moves our souls.
  Perhaps that's why today hasn't been incredibly terrible - yes, Chad. I miss you. Still think of you as an older brother. I know Morgan does, too. But this day always motivates me to reignite the creativity you saw in me, the listening ear you found in me - it motivates me to return to the better parts of me life so easily smears away.
  Midterms, busy work, and finals make it hard to find new music that rocks me. Friends that don't know the words or listen to similar sounds make me self conscious so I switch the track..

  No.
  No more of that.

  We knew what music meant to us. It was how we communicated. Are you waiting for me to find some new tunes for you? Because I will. I'm going to. I love to do it, I've forgotten how much I love to share music with you, Chad.
  I don't want to forget things like this, but I am, and it hurts. I don't want to forget you, I don't want to forget the influence you had on me, and I don't want to forget how you influenced me.

Chad, I wish you knew how important you were then. I'm sure you know now, but goodness, Chad. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

Every year I begin to think of friends that may be in the same spot you were. One is coming to mind distinctly, but I can't get a hold of him. I don't know what to do, Chad.

Does my spirit still move waves? How do I get back to that?
I wish I could still look to you for advice. A call on a Sunday night, a pep talk here and there for the both of us. We both meant the hope we promised. We both wanted the best for each other. That's why you were like my brother, Chad.

I told you Morgan was having a hard time. You called him the minute you got off the phone with me.
Something changed for him after that phone call. I never got to thank you for that.

I'm rambling, but it's helping.
Just know you are missed, you are loved forever, and I am beyond excited to see you again.

I love you like a brother, Chadderbox.

-BreSoftware.
 
 
"I think your spirit moves waves."

Monday, April 14, 2014

Mortimer's Monday Musings: #56

 
SPUUUUUURING TYME
 
 
 
sunshine teasin' me
I'll take what I can get
 
can't help but be happy
 
 
Miss this state, miss those people, but I carry those times with me.
I carry it all in me.
 
I feel grateful, despite circumstances that make me a bit nervous.
I'm grateful to experience these strange times.
 
Growth. Grow in uncomfortable soil.
That's what Spring is all about, anyway, right?
 
K see ya.